Wednesday, March 10, 2010 ♥
im struggling with my own feelings.. @ 1:30 AM
i can't smiled like i used to thats because u bring it with you the day you left me...
heylo peep.
im not feeling really nice today..
im struggling now,trying to get out as if im in a box that barely have any space for me to breathe clearly..
im not smiling as usual like how my old picture has it,its no where to be found..
i can't understand my heart like i always did,anymore...
im hurting because of history but healing with every remedy i have..i tried to move on but no matter far i've moved,i still feel there's a string attached..i would like to give up on everything we have but sumhow i know its not the real time yet..
im trying my best to push you away but sumhow i can't bring myself to even let it happen...
Cause i knew no matter how much i've been hurt,there's always a person that can bring myself alive..
im dying..dying from the broken heart but i know im strong enough...
to sumone out there...
if that sumone loves you,he wouldn't want to make or even see you cry or hurt you..
if that sumone aren't treasuring you,best way is to let go..
lastly,treat sumone the way he/she suppose to be treated..dun hate,love them..
and if you love that sumone enuf and if you want he to be happy,let him have his way..cause one day if he loves you he'll come back to your arms and treasure every second with you...
p.s. IM NO LONGER YOURS...
Labels: if only he knows how i feel.
