Saturday, February 27, 2010 ♥
holding back again n again @ 6:15 PM
hmm..there's sumthing i would like to share.its been in my mind lately..
y am i still afraid of falling in love when i already fall for him?how come im still holding back very much..and y do i still afraid everything is going to be the same again..i dun want to be hurt again.. no,not right now.. im tired of crying.i don't want to commit to sumthing which i noe it can't work..i dunno what i should do to throw away all my negative thoughts..i noe not ALL the guys are the same.but i just don't want to fall for the "same" guy again...it scares me when the moment i say "i love you" and i noe i mean it n feel it but i just ain't sure of it yet..i love him but is this what i really want??to be in love again..i dunno whats wrong with me..is just so hard to actually trust sumone right now..and its weird how i think he got other girl..see!this is the problem with me..i mistook every guy is the same..why can't i think maybe he's not instead of maybe he also the same..i dunno that my previous r'ship gonna have a big impact on every matter of love.. TSK! miemi,u gotta change ur mind set!! maybe all i need is him to show me that he's diffrent from others.. maybe all i need is TIME.. (:
erm,till here..im still bored tho..roting at home again.. bye peeps..
to aisyah and fiq enjoy the movie okie! ^^
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