Monday, January 25, 2010 ♥
confused! @ 11:04 PM
hello~ sorry i never post anything yesterday...kinda lazy..^^
abg has come back safely...was happy to see him.he llok kinda abit weird..maybe he lose abit weight..nvm,soon he'll gain bck his weights..after all abg is mummy's boy.. (:
well,today aisyah came over my place with syafiq. we karaoke till like mad people.. ^^
many songs were singing by me n aisyah...syafiq coward uh...sing like girl,shy shy...yakdussh den u noe~ ^^
hahah....erm,my favourite part when i was doin a duet with fiq on achik n nana song, RESTU. wow,atlast i got sumone to sing with...syafiq not bad..me too..not bad.hahahha^^
after everything,they went home and i continue watching my hindustan movie,"love aj kal".. acted by deepika padukone n saif ali khan.. nice story..its nearly the same like my love life story...im exactly like that girl..i dunno where shud i stand?here or there.so confusing... all i want is the best for him.hmm..but then the guy realise he can't live without the girl..but my love life hasn't turn out like that yet..so yeah..hmm..^^
anyways,ytd got a msg from ayul(ex) he wantedd things to work out and he wants to meet me on 28 jan 10 which is .the same date but a diff mth we got stead...u noe what im trying to say?its so confuse...im still strugling with my question...can the love be the same after he destroy my trust for him...i dunno.my heart hurts each time i think bck when he left me without even care what i have to say...hmm...maybe i shall go with the flow..yea,take what's there for me and never make mistakes again..never..not the same mistakes.
i'll forgive but i'll never forget..i'll shall take this as a lesson..and if.IF!we get bck again,i promise myself never goin to give up loving him..never.and rite now i still do..but,its gonna tak time to believe him...and i want to see his changes first~ hopefully he WILL try his best for everything...all i want is us to be happy..
im struggliing to find answers..haiz...once found,u peeps will be told okay..i promise! (:
till here bby peeps.love yea. have a gr8 day ahead.pray for me..
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